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August 22
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Shout out to the girl who took a pic with me in the venue bathroom. That's cute i like it when people are cute to me. Alien Earth is winning me over a little bit. xenomorph is still washed.IMO.alien sniperess did not win me over. i wanted it to but it didn't and thats ok. computer life takeover starts on monday/i have new gear coming in the mail. going to do some weird shit with vocals and acoustic guitars i think. Omg and cameron winter. cameron winter heavy metal. life changing album it has made me cry quite a lot recently so that is good. good to have. in life banner image banner image
August 16
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It's a weird moment. i'm like. in the hills. i've run away to the mountain and i'm thinking of just doing this doing software stuff for the next three years or so. can a bitch become a librarian.. apparently thats real and a thing. i knew there were librarians but id not considered it true and an option. or a computer bitch. thats crazy. told my girlfriend i dont think im super computery and she laughed at me. fair and harsh ok fine. idk its crazy. the hills man. its like. sound of music meets clarice running around at the start of silence of the lambs out here. it could be ok to be a librarian. or a computer bitch. some music around and about you know. its kind of the other thing i really find fun aside from music actually. and like lezzing out or whatever. i have gained a second computer for my evil purposes. a computer gift from the hills and the mountains and the primary school that doesn't want it whoch is great because i really just want a big screen to code on and a windows system to run keygens on. if i study software development will i become a linux purist? is that my sacrifice? probably actually. i dont know. lowkey though. the hills might gift me direction yet!!! Clarice!!! Keep running. banner image banner image
August 14
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Ok alien earth. unsure. of where i'm at with it rifht now. not hitting the fun of the prequels or romulus right now which is likee, the child creepy hybrid stuff is pretty fun. i get why you wouldn't do the whole theres a crew in a ship thats literally the nostromo heres how it all goes wrong super long super filled with tension thing cause ok we have seen that before but also i do actually love that and skipping all of everything scary and fun and having like. literally no good score during the bit with the actual Alien r u kidding me idk. if you didn't think you could do an alien is on a ship bit just because iots done before i just think that shows a lack of creativity maybe. but aliens are fuun and they'll kill people on earth in a bit so hopefully whatever there will be joy and all will be well. right now its just lots of bad exposition and shots fading in and out tho. :/ banner image
July 15
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Rest in peace. my darling computer. fuck steve jobs and his legacy of eevil. i loved my laptop very much and she has now passed. A great deal of stolen software and unfinished music goes with her. thank god i back up my hard drive like an insane paranoid bitch and all the most important things (like the album thank fucking god) are safe. My live set in a couple months might be a bit fucked but i might see if i can sort something out by then. apologies to carrie in advance for the amount of neglect this site may see in the meantime. oh well. womp womp.Bin Bocchi. as ever. banner image
July 9
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Ok bitch ok. final push time. i fear the album i've spent nearly two years making is going to be done in like. a couple weeks. maybe sooner. current standing is:
  1. tracks 1 - 4 done (for actually some r out already)
  2. tracks 5-6 bor=derline
  3. everything else is there
  4. i need to start the cds
  5. and also contact my friend who does tape
  6. and then we're fucking in and going
  7. #wtf
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  9. this is actually kinda huge and significant forme and i'mgoing to go do the rest of it now i guess
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June 18
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Theyre playing pavement in the clubbb rn. pinterest bitches have little shorts and a long tight sweater that obscures them. much 2 learn. banner image
June 17
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bin bocchi :/. my grid is doing well though.it's serving a function. "you are coming home to yourself"((!!!!!))(yup). tomorrow the bug girls play with lamps and headlights to film some visuals for the upcoming fundraiser. My miniDV cam is alive once again, I am giving fuzz a second chance and further index boxes are real and happening. banner image
June 15
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banner image Grids!!! I am learning so much. Going to make the homepage of my liittle website way prettier and. its. gonna be awesome. Currently i think it looks. like a bunch of reciepts lined up which is cool but only if you actually stylise them like reciepts. Grids! new grid dropping soon. Shout out. Fuck israel. Fuck ice. love to bug michigan!!! going 2 bed. dead bocchi

June 1
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banner image Katamari Damacy OST is currenttly making me very happy. it is very noise pop. people are so creative. all future music i make needs some of this. so much texcture.coding on the bus makes me sick and i'm going to buy a curry. Also Pike. out today. i thiink for. its many imperfections there is so many good sounds that i. am excited i know how to make. very happy and a bit dumb today. lezfest was a great night. love that people danced lots. a bad party has no dancing at all. there is a bug michigan gig thursdayand the girls are ready 2 rock out and roll as ever. yay! i am soooo carsick now.

May 18
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banner image buff fi.... Plant repotted.
banner image +++I have a desk now (modelled by hades).
banner image I need to re record all the vocals for the bugmi single because the ones I did before are not cutting it.but today is website day. cool

May 16
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things fall apart and then into place always. i think in terms of being on a stage i am at a peak of being able to roll with the punches. a couple years of being around improv noise musicians will do that to you i think. pretty cool. a pic of us bugs on wednesday ♡
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May 15
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veryBUSY. !!!! Ahhhhh. My poor neglected website dot com. I will feed you love and attention soon. Other/alltasks :::
  1. repot my big monstera because if I dont I think it will die.
  2. gig to play tonight and I need to take a photo of the band together in the joy of eachothers company.
  3. fill gaps in my poor neglected website dot com.
  4. make a solo set to play at lezfest on my lonesome or potentially with a friend.
  5. finish the two bug and beth singles that are almost finished>
  6. drive 40ish minutes to be with the trees and big river
  7. more sounds for buttons and scrolling over and stuff
  8. there are more but i am blind to them right now.
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April 7
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I have made the decision to wait fifteen minutes instead of getting on the bus full of school children. It's feeling very autumn so I don't mind sitting a bit. Feeling like I want to see a big tree. I have a thing about big trees. They make me feel very good but there aren't enough near me. The city has terrible tree cover (someone told me once). I spent my first winter in the city periodically catching the train up to my friend’s who lives an hour or so away. The train line follows a river up through the valley and past a ton of really great trees and it is very special and cool. My Bell Rings has very train on tracks percussion. Although that first winter I was probably rediscovering my love for sonic youth for the fourth or fifth time in my life. Sweet Shine feels very train also. Or maybe kim gordon is just yelling im coming home and I’ve associated it with travel. I do intend to follow through on the urge although I will be driving a lot more soon so who knows when a train will be the ideal mode. Trips to the river where I can actually pull over might be a different kind of special. Everything is a bit aged and weird feeling up there but it just adds to the overall feeling I think. VHS store sign is still up. That sort of thing. A really dimly lit cafe with a discomforting amount of vacant floor space. Old people giving their very best I know what you are stares from a train seat facing you. Some really good stores for buying little things to hang on your bag.